24 years old female
New York-New York City,
United States of America.
( Zodiac: Scorpio - Chinese Zodiac: Ox - BirthStone: Topaz )
vidiLifer Since: Oct 24-2005 09:49 PM
Last Active: Jul 27-2006 09:27 PM
About Me: *IM me and Ask me, much easier. . itsrainingplur (ON aim) Intense, Passionate, Loyal, Semi-Determined, Fatihful, Self-Reliant, Scorpio. Has lots of extraordinary ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinkforward. brilliant. Sharp thinking. Fine, strong clairvoyance. Secretive. Inquisitive. Know how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative. amiable. generous. Patient. Stubborn. Never quit. Hardly become angry unless provoked. Love to be alone. Think differently. Sharp-minded. Motivate self. Dont appreciate praises. Highspirited. Well-built, tough. Deep love, emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Hardworking. Trustworthy. Honest. Keepsecrets. Cant control emotions. Unpredictable
[x] Sweet - I am as sweet as the sugar that you put in your morning coffee. I will never obtain an ounce of arrogance, ever. - Arrogant [x]
[x] Emotional - I'm not fucking emo, just very emotional. If I trust you and you tell me the sky is green, the sky is green - Naive [x]
[x] Hard Headed - I am so set in my way's that its disturbing.[x]
[x] Talkative- I sometimes talk so much that you want to shove your foot in my box. [x]
Even when you do me wrong.. I will still continue to do you right. -Decietful [x]
[x] Caring - I am the most thoughtful caring person you will meet, big or small things. If I love you there is nothing I would not give for you, life included. - Giving [x]
[x] I show affection in every which way possible, to feel loved is amazing. - Affectionate [x]
[x] Motivated I am the least motivated person, unless I am truly happy with where i'm at in life. I need peoples time and attention who mean the world to me or otherwise I feel worthless. - Needy [x]
[x] Compassionate - I have so much compassion for those who mean well in thier life. I will NEVER play or toy with anyones emotions or heart, one is plenty for me. - Player [x]
[x] Self Destructive - I destroy my own hopes and dreams, leaving only me to pick up the pieces[x]
[x] Grounded - I was once told I was very grounded, just very Bipolar. I have fairy tale dreams, I long for the perfect life that will never arrive. - Dreamer [x]
[x] Heartbreaker - I have broken one heart in my life, and I will never make that same mistake twice. I hold much faith in others, but never myself. - Faithless [x]
+] Sincerity - Don't say it unless you mean it. [+] Fufilled Promises - Why make a promise you cannot keep? [+] Honesty - First and foremost, never a need to lie to me. [+] Playing in the rain - It cleans your soul and washes away everything bad. [+] Feeling Loved - There is no feeling quite like feeling like you matter.
[+] Happiness - This is when I have filled my full potential and just glow. [+] Change - I love changes when the affect me positively. [+] Clothes - Even clothes can make me happy when i'm sad.
There are so many thing's in this world that I can only appreciate if my heart is truly happy. When my heart is empty, cold, or broken.. Not even the things I once kept closest to my heart will make make me smile. I have always had to have someone reassure me that there is always a reason to smile. I often lose sight of the things that are important when I get down, which is more often then not. Don't take this the wrong way.. I am very easily made to be happy when it's the right person doing the trying. I know deep down in my heart that everything will work itself out. I sometimes lose sight of that though. All good things come to those who wait.
What do I NOT like? : [-] Ignorance - I can never say it enough, ignorance is bliss. [-] Annoyances - I tend to flake out when I get too anoyed. [-] Sluts - Sluts were put on this earth to torture me, I will win though. [-] Liars - I despise being lied to, it irks me more than anything. [-] Broken Promises - Why make a promise you have no intentions of keeping? [-] Cheaters - Why be with someone if you are not happy? It's really pointless. [-] Players - You can leave your fucking games at home, I aint down. [-] Lack of Communication - If you are not on the same page.. your future is destined to fail. [-] Mental Disorders - Why are some people more mentally stable than others? Not very fair. [-] Being Sad - There is no worse feeling than feeling hopeless & useless. [-] Depression - Why does such a dark, cold, & hopeless place exist? Why in god's name? [-] Being given up on - I will never give up on you, don't be so quick to give up on me. [-] Broken Hearts - Hearts were not meant to be broken.. or mended for that matter. [-] Confusion - I cannot be confused.. I need the satifaction of a semi-clear head. [-] Back Stabbers - Why talk shit if you can't back it up? "Talk about it, be about it" [-] Judgemental People - Thing's are not always as they seem.. [-] Being Alone - I'm not sure I even know how to really be alone..
When love and death embrace
I need you
Please take me into your arms.
People I'd Like to Meet: Cool ass muthas
Interests: Psychics - Stars - Fairies - Porn - Music - Vynils - Rave - Clubbing - Drinking with friends - Adult Swim - Marilyn Monroe - Sunrises - Beaches - Palm Trees - Vintage - Cell Phones - Dancing - Singing - Kissing - Making cool videos/Video editing -Holding hands - Roses - Moonlight - Tarot Cards -- Thrift Stores - Generations - Barnes and Noble - The unknown - Cool weather - Tan lines - Pillows - Flowers - Diamonds - Perfume - Hair products - Degrassi - Simpsons - Magazines - Glowsticking - Shopping - Eyes -Smallville - Disney/Pixar Movies - Flamingos - Victoria's Secret -Prada- Foreign Accents - Sweaters - Snow -Big Cities-Hell's Kitchen- Succeeding - Parties - All Animals - Mexican and Italian food -Trying new Restaurants- Sour candy - Models - Photography - Comedy standup-Piercings/Tattoos - The Osbournes - Bubble Baths - Dressing up - Smoothies - Video games - Dramatic plays - Crying (Such a release) - Clouds - Make-up (much more! Just ask
Movies: Anything with a good storyline and that i can get into.
Better luck Tommorow, Chasing Amy, Anywhere but here, Where the Heart is, Drop Dead Gorgeous, American Beauty, Clerks, Mallrats, 50 first dates, Go, The Wedding singer, Billy Madison, Swimfan, Casino, Detroit Rock City,Go, Blow, Natural born killers, Requim for a dream, American history X (much much more)